k were to start
at the moment in 29wks with ds number two.
both my sons have the same dad but im currently single..... well seemy single.
the story goes something like this
in 09 we had been together for almost 15mnths when i misscarried my first ever pregnancy. huge blow for us both. not long after that found out my darling partner was living a double life an had another gf that hole time as well....
oviously got ride of him when i found out...... then a few months later found out i was pregs with DS number 1.. so contacted him an we got on great as mates for the sake of our unborn son.
after he was born and we were spending more time together we started getting back in2 old habits. he would stay and we would be the perfect lil family while he was there....
when DS was about 8mnths we got back together after he left his gf he was living with for us..... that lasted a hole 3mnths and just as we broke up again i found out i was pregs with DS number two.(great timing i no)
a week after i found out i also found out his ex was also expecting 3mnths before me.
so we still hung out and spent time together and its hard to shake our feelings for each other and i guess its habbit the way we are with each other.
we have tried a few times but always ends up in an argument about something trivial.
the ex has now had her lil girl an is leaning on his family lots as she has no family up here.... he tells me he wants nothing to do with the baby but dnt no what to beleive
im not sure if i miss him or just the company???
do i try and make it work ???
or just cut him out of my life as much as possible ( wont be completely as he gets our son every sunday, hes a great dad)
im completly at my wits end and dont no wear to go from here....
all advice would be greatly appricated