I have a ds who will be 4 in may and a dd who is 3wks old. Dp is still on holidays as I had a csection,but he goes back next week.
I have shed many tears out of guilt for having another baby as I have little time or patience for ds. It doesn't help that dd is difficult to settle,therefore most of my day is spent breastfeeding and settling her. I can see it in my ds's eyes that he is missing me. Sometimes I just have to look at ds and I cry.
Dp has been great and given lots of attention to ds,and helped with dd at settling etc,I've tried expressing to free up some time but I've had no luck. Now I'm dreading dp going back to work,does anyone else feel the same?