i havent been on for a while as ive just been busy and trying to keep busy so i dont think about everything too much.
for those that have gone through this, how long were you feeling emotional and all that stuff.
I know people say it gets easier, but this has never happened to me, so i diddnt really know what to expect let alone expect it to happen.
at the moment i just feel empty, sad and disappointed all rolled into one. im lucky i can go to work everyday which takes my mind off how im feeling, but i still have to focus on my son and stay positive for him.
it just sux , cause i was just starting to get excited aobut being pregnant again, after getting over the shock of finding out that i was, but then everything happened so fast physically , one minute i was pregnant the next minute i wasnt. i guess im still trying to get my head around that.
i know we can try again , and we will but i cant even think about that yet, cause im still dealing with all these emotions. the ultrasound people said that i wsnt even 6 weeks cause they couldnt see anything in my uterus, let alone a heartbeat.even though it was early miscarriage , I still feel like i have lost something. Im glad we had only told a few of our friends, and other people because it would have been hard to tell them all what had happened.
anyway this is just a let out for me cause im feeling really emotional about it all and dont know how long im going to feel like it. i also have one other question for anyone who can answer it for me, when i had the ultrasounds they told me they could see some kind of cyst on one of my ovaries, has anyone else had this and what did it turn out to be if you dont mind me asking. i have been referred to see a Gynea for further investigation.
anyway thanks for listening, , rant over.... hope everyone else is doing ok.