hi everyone, well after feeling like i have had a cloud over my head for the last month i now feel like it has lifted slightly, as i talked to someone at work yesterday about it all, and it actually made me feel a bit better, i didnt think it would. i have been very teary lately and sad, and af has arrived too the first one since the mc. i still feel upset and miss being pregnant, not feeling a bump growing and all that stuff, but i feel slightly more positive, although we still cant start trying again just yet, i still dont even want to even if we could. still have to get my ovary checked out to make sure i dont have cancer or cyst or whatever they think it is. so still in limbo. i felt like all these feelings were doing my head in, cause i had nooone closeby that i could confide in, so was trying to put it behind and deal with all this at the same time.
still havent done a burial for the little embryo yet, cant really face doing that at the moment, so will leave it in the freezer for a little bit longer.
anyway, sorry if ive upset anyone by what i have written, not my intention. hope everyone else is doing a little better too.