I can understand the way you feel. I didnt like hearing about others "wonderful labour" experiences either.
I went through a natural labour, and it was horrible, I ended up with 3rd degree tearing, the placenta didnt come away easily, I was left with alot of internal scarring, the doctor who stitched me up, apparently didnt do it right so I ended up staying in hospital because I couldnt walk, couldnt go to the toilet, I was on high doses of pain relief and antibiotics, the pain relief made me feel zoned out, during that time I did not get a chance to bond with DD, I needed help to feed her (couldnt breastfeed), to nurse her, with everything. It was horrible and on top of all that ended up with PND. I felt let down and disappointed by the whole birthing experience, because it was the worst experience I have ever had. But I did eventually heal and I have a wonderful healthy little girl, suppose just got to take the bad with the good.