I can't believe your partner wasn't able to stay with you, he wasn't visiting - goodness I'd be writing a complaint to the hospital about that. As for not experiencing giving birth I do feel for you as it is obviously something that you wanted to do, but the main thing is you have a healthy baby, don't be so hard on yourself & enjoy your baby =)
I've been thinking about writing a complaint. The whole birth experience was messed up. I felt like i was pushed into a corner. It seems that everyone else i know that has birthed in my area has ended up feeling pressured into a caesar. Must be the easy option for everyone else. I did want it and still do, but what will be will be. My boy is healthy and happy and so am i now. Thank you all for your kind words xx
You could write a letter telling them that this is what happened and how it shouldn't of happened. I don't know what they would do but hopefully it would stop this from happening to someone else.