Well im due to test christmas day, and im trying not to get my hopes up, cause my dh said he doesn't want a depressed wife on christmas day if i get a negative. What do u ladies think should i test christmas day or wait???.
I have been getting a few symptoms but then again i doubt my self and think maybe im just imagining them, or is it side affects from my fertility drugs i started this month.
I am so frustrated 2 and half years ago when i started ttc, never in a million years did i think it would be this hard and emotionally draining.
I know i should think positive but it def is getting harder every month to keep thinking positive, last month i even wanted to have a brake from this ttc, but then i think im starting all over again.
Well im hoping im preg by feb other wise i have to go in for a operation.
Sorry for the long message think i just needed to have a vent
Thanks
Sending baby dust to all smile


