I am getting really frustrated, we started our TTC journey last October and I am gutted we are still here.
I am 26 years old and I was pregnant at 19 but chose a termination due to life circumstances, I always had a regular cycle but after my termination I was always on the OCP despite being between partners. Now I am finding my cycles are long, gone from between 35-58 days for the last 5 months being off the pill.
I worry so much that something has happened between then and now that has reduced my fertility. I got pregnant off one silly mistake and now I cant. I would absolutely hate myself if I couldn't now, its always something I worried about when making that termination decision but now my worries are keeping me awake at night.
I know there are so many knowledgeable women on this site. I am in NZ and need some help or reassurance. We get ingrained as women that one mistake will get ou pregant and that happened to me but now I am trying and still trying.
I am on Dell Purcells vitamin concotion and have had one miscarriage last month. Please can someone give advice or where to go next. I am wanting a little one so much!!