have started ttc again

hi everyone,
i havent been on for a while just been trying to keep busy. for those that remember my story i m/c back in feb and have also been having u\s for an ovarian cyst. i have to have another scan in a few weeks to check the size of it and to see if i still need a lap. but in the meantime we were given the all clear to try again if we wanted to, well we have a few times and i think i o`d last week so if i dont get a period next week ill know whats happening or not happening. i am a little nervous about the possibility of being pregnant again and worried about miscarrying again, but due to both our age smile 40 but we have to start trying again before we cant. anyway thats my spiel for now. hope everyone else is doing ok.

Good luck Hun smile I hope you get your BFP soon.

Hey sweetie smile
I'm glad to see you going better, we are back ttc too Hun it took 9 weeks for the hcg from my mc to leave my system and I finaaaallly got my af and ovulating well today I gather by the horrendous pain lol.
I have had cysts too and when I feel a a pain in my sides I freak out thinking please don't be coming back sad
I hope your successful hun and that this is a sticky lil bean smile
And remember hun just because it has happened in the past doesn't mean it will happen to you again in the future I see in your profile pic a gorgeous lil boy so you know you can carry to term hun smile
I wish you the best of luck and baby dust hun xxx
Keep me posted on how you go darl xxx

Hey sweetie smile
I'm glad to see you going better, we are back ttc too Hun it took 9 weeks for the hcg from my mc to leave my system and I finaaaallly got my af and ovulating well today I gather by the horrendous pain lol.
I have had cysts too and when I feel a a pain in my sides I freak out thinking please don't be coming back sad
I hope your successful hun and that this is a sticky lil bean smile
And remember hun just because it has happened in the past doesn't mean it will happen to you again in the future I see in your profile pic a gorgeous lil boy so you know you can carry to term hun smile
I wish you the best of luck and baby dust hun xxx
Keep me posted on how you go darl xxx

hi love my lilbugs, thanks for your thoughts last week. they were very encouraging, unfortunately af decided to come yesterday right when i was feeling positive about a bfp , so needless to say i am a bit disaoppointed that this isnt our month. instead it looks like i will be having surgery instead which means ttc will be off again for a while unless the u/s shows differently, but im not holding much hope in that department. im so sick of these ups and downs, and im trying to think positive, but now its starting to make me miss the baby i was supposed to be having.
also a month ago we had to get our ten year old dog put to sleep, so we are still grieving for her, life just seems so unfair sometimes, so how do you stay positive when negative things keep happening. anyone else thats listening to me, thanks if you got this far.
lilbugs hope your journey is a short one and ends with a bfp for you. talk soon. xox

Hey sweetie smile
Aw hun your having a rough trot poor thing sad
I'm sorry about your dog but she got to a great age and you will have the memories of her that will last forever xxx
Grrr at af but the one thing I have learnt about ttc is af maybe a let down etc but at least you know where you stand with your body and you can begin to understand your body like when you ovulate and look out for the feelings of ovulation, I welcomed af last month with open arms lol she was mia for a loong time after my mc.
Take time for you and I know you prob hear that a lot but I mean it sweetie get your hair done but yourself some new clothes go out for dinner or a massage do things for you and only you hun smile
With the op hun it maybe best just to get it out of the way and then you can focus on your ttc journey darl smile
I am always here if you wanna talk sweetie smile I wish you all the best and I know your time will come Hun you carried your gorgeous lil guy to term as I said earlier I k ow you can get another beautiful bubba xoxox