well i dont really know where to start...
i have been having some serious doubts about my relationship with my partner, and to make matters more complicated i am due in about five weeks.i know that these feelings i have been having arent just my hormones.i have been having these doubts for along time and stupidly thought that if i gave our relationship time it would heal.
my partner has alot of baggage and due to it he suffers from anxiety quite badly.this leads to anger.for awhile i have just dealt with this in hopes that me being supportive would help him.now i just feel stupid!i feel that he has mistaken my kindness and forgivness as weakness.i feel as if he thinks he can disrespect me and get away with it.
when he gets angry he yells absolute nonsense sometimes at me sometimes at whatever is annoying him at the time such as the computer.
i feel like he acts like a spoilt child and this is definately not how i want to raise our child,not only do i feel like consequences he doesnt believe there are any consquences to his actions,i beleive that he feels no matter what he does i will always be there to forgive him.
i am thinking of leaving him,but i definately want my soon to be born bub to have a father in her life.i feel selfish for think about leaving him as i am a big believer that once you have a child it is o longer about you anymore its all about you beautiful child.
my second dilemma is if i do leave him and i allow him to see her will he try and keep her from me.i only think this because he has said it before a few times when we were arguing.
i am so upset and dont know what i should do.to make matters even worse we have just moved to tasmania and i have no family or friends here that i can speak to.i feel so alone.
i am absoluetly freaking out!