And while I have half hour to myself I thought Id jump on and fill you all in on what has been happening.
For those that have read my previous few posts, my DP and I suffered and early miscarrige which was a very traumatic for us both, though DP took it to the next level and became quiet horrible toward me and
-left for 3 days without any contact with me at all
-He missed our DS birthday altogether and I was left making excuses for him,
-He brought a girl home one night "to drink" and was shocked to find me asleep in our bed. (which was my fault apparently)left with her and didnt show up until 9am the next day swearing nothing happened that he fell asleep on her couch
I went and saw a councillor who (along with friend) made me realise both DS and I deserved better so I booked DS and I flights for an extended holiday, had a fantastci time with My Bestie and did my best to ignore DP the whole time. One night we went late night shopping and had dinner I left my phone at home and returned to 73 text messages from DP... Not 7 not 17 but 73 all in a matter of 5 hours they ranged from "where are you", "where the F%$k are you", "I hate you" "Your a S%^t", "Go to hell" "I bet you have some other C^&k up you" and then the odd "im sorry I love you" and then the few saying he was enjoying have sex with another women, then messages denying that!!! All of which is showed my BF so she didnt think I was exagerating.
We have now returned home I have packed mine and DS things and moved in with my parents, even though they are not that supportive and never have been. I think they could see the best thing was to return home have some money and then look for a small place JUST for DS and I elsewhere.
Im scared, im sad, happy, relived DP is no longer my problem... I have such mixed emotions. I have some really great supportive friends who have kept me believeing I do deserve better and have helped me move. I am very lucky I have them.
DP has since blocked me on FB which is fine I dont need to see what he is upto, but has apparently been boasting on there about a new "lady friend" but I honetsly dont care. I feel for the poor girl and the rollercoaster ride she about to go on.
So now to look for work save some money and settle DS...