I have given myself to it and there is nothing left. Im burnt out.
What am i? If someone saw my life what would they see?
Cooking,cleaning, mothering. That's it. Nothing for myself. I don't even get to listen tp music anymore because the kids and husband don't like it. My hobbies? No, no time, no money. Sport? Im the tired from Ds not sleeping that i can barely keep my eyes open. Leave the kids with someone? My husband and conscience wouldn't let me leave Ds and only dd for an hour or two.
I don't remember the last time i relaxed. Haven't had my hair done or a massage since before Ds was born.
I have to fight tooth and nail with my husband to be allowed to watch a tv program i like.
I just want to be me and not think about anyone else for a day. One day where Im not entertaining someone else's every whim.
I want a divorce.
OOOHHH... INTERNET FIGHT. WHAT ARE YOU GONNA DO? CAPS LOCK ME TOO DEATH?
(Noddy's not fat ffs!)