he asked me last night "if i could not have this baby for his sake"
so i have had a sleepless night of thinking through things, actually we have known about this pregnancy for 3 weeks now & we have both had lots & lots of sleepless nights. he says his feelings havent changed at all & he just doesn't want it, but my feelings havent changed either, its hard cause there seems to be no real compromise here.
just unsure as to what my future will bring cause i have decided to keep this baby anyway, i couldn't get rid of any of my children i already have so why would i get rid of this child
thanks for reading, just really wanting to get this off my chest & out in the open, i have told a few friends & family & they all know that he doesn't want it but they all think that he will come around in time, but i am not so sure