As I am approaching the birth of my 3rd child I am very anxious at the probability of suffering pnd again. My first bout of pnd occured with the birth of my 2nd child, she was a difficult baby and already having a toddler at that time and a husband who worked long hours I suffered in silence for 6 months before going to the doctor. The drugs really worked and I got over it within 6 months. Now the shock of an unplanned pregnancy has given me ante natal depression(if thats possible) and although I have come to terms with the prganancy now(with only 5 weeks to go) I am terrified of slipping into the same black hole. I am scared I am going to resent this poor child just for being born. Any tips on how to deal with 3 children would be appreciated as I am really anxious as to how I am going to cope