Hello everyone.
Please do not judge or hate or anything like that but i just want some hope or support.
I am just wanting to here stories on peoples experiance with having a 2nd child and having suffered any type of depression pregnant or after.
After my son i had serve post natal depression and it was hell:(.
I have wanted another child for years and we have tried but i got pregnant and completely lost the plot out of nowhere.
After all that i was like that's it! i cant have anymore children.......... but my heart is still wanting one, especially seeing my son grow i love being a mother and i love my son so much.
I am currently seeing a couple people who are helping me prepare for the decision to have another one and if i do they can help, counselor, psychotherapist and a mental health midwife but reading the internet they are all horror stories and giving me no hope that this could strike again badly as it does.
I understand i could get a little bout of it again............ but to have it that serve i just cant even comprehend it:(.
All i am saying really is for people experiences........... please help............ i tried pushing the feelings aside but the love i have for another child wont leave ;"(.
BUT THE FEAR IS JUST TO MUCH especially trying and it failed had put me in worse fear then ever.
xoxoxooxoxoxoxoxooxox
Please do not judge or hate or anything like that but i just want some hope or support.
I am just wanting to here stories on peoples experiance with having a 2nd child and having suffered any type of depression pregnant or after.
After my son i had serve post natal depression and it was hell:(.
I have wanted another child for years and we have tried but i got pregnant and completely lost the plot out of nowhere.
After all that i was like that's it! i cant have anymore children.......... but my heart is still wanting one, especially seeing my son grow i love being a mother and i love my son so much.
I am currently seeing a couple people who are helping me prepare for the decision to have another one and if i do they can help, counselor, psychotherapist and a mental health midwife but reading the internet they are all horror stories and giving me no hope that this could strike again badly as it does.
I understand i could get a little bout of it again............ but to have it that serve i just cant even comprehend it:(.
All i am saying really is for people experiences........... please help............ i tried pushing the feelings aside but the love i have for another child wont leave ;"(.
BUT THE FEAR IS JUST TO MUCH especially trying and it failed had put me in worse fear then ever.
xoxoxooxoxoxoxoxooxox