Well not feeling very positive today. Like bec, lala & Jenny said earlier i havent really been feeling very "pregnant" over the last two days. My queezyness in the mornings is gone, my boobs have never become really sore, just a bit tender in the cleavage area, not really experiencing any tiredness and definitely not peeing like a racehorse unless i drink a lot. Im trying to keep up my water intake but i've always been good at drinking plenty of water thru the day. I dunno, i guess im just not sure things are still ok down there inside and im at a limbo stage where i wont know until i have my 6wk scan on Friday to check if there is a heartbeat and to see if its twins as this was a clomid conception. I havent vomited, not feeling grossed out by any foods, not crazy hungry like i was last week, i just feel normal sad I know its only early days for me but it just seems that everyone else has been experiencing these symptoms early on so i cant help but wonder if things are ok. Still getting the cramps tho but have never bled or spotted or had any kind of discharge.
There is one other thing im wondering about and if anyone has felt the same id love to hear from you to ease my uncertainty. DH and i tried to have sex this morning for the first time in 3 weeks, yes i know ages and i feel horrible for holding out on him for that long. We barely had a chance to get into it and i started getting the cramps again so we stopped. I've been hesitant to have sex until we knew things were ok which i know is silly coz dr's say its fine to have sex all the time but i just didnt wanna take the risk. So i just dont know what to do. There's no point in me calling my GP or FS, i just have to wait till friday. I cant help but have a bad feeling that they wont find a heartbeat then.
Sorry for the depressing post, just not feeling very confident today. I guess coz this means so much to us and we've tried so hard to get here and im terrified of loosing it and not being given a chance.
Ok, chat to you all again later, hopefully i'll be a bit happier and more positive