Hi, a bit about me - I am 34 and have had two chemical pregnancies. Lost the first one at 4wks3days on the 3rd dec 2010, and lost the second at 4wks2days on the 3rd March this year. Both were after blazing BFP's and confirmed with blood tests.
Have not expected to fall this month (second cycle after m/c) as I have been working physically hard painting windows, up and down ladders and scaffolds etc etc.
Did only a half day of work today and since lovely weather decided to come home (DH did the same) to paint more windows.
Since I'm 9DPO today, I thought on the off chance I was UTD I'd do a test, rather than breathe in the sanded paint as sanding was supposed to be my job.
Well low and behold, with fairly diluted afternoon pee, I got a faint pink line!!!
My question is, do you think it is strange that I am not in the slightest excited, more scared than anything. I have decided to take it easy and not do anything physical, but I am now on a 7 day countdown till WHEN I will lose my pregnancy.
Does this seem odd, and does anyone else think this way, or has in the past???
Thanks for reading...
Have not expected to fall this month (second cycle after m/c) as I have been working physically hard painting windows, up and down ladders and scaffolds etc etc.
Did only a half day of work today and since lovely weather decided to come home (DH did the same) to paint more windows.
Since I'm 9DPO today, I thought on the off chance I was UTD I'd do a test, rather than breathe in the sanded paint as sanding was supposed to be my job.
Well low and behold, with fairly diluted afternoon pee, I got a faint pink line!!!
My question is, do you think it is strange that I am not in the slightest excited, more scared than anything. I have decided to take it easy and not do anything physical, but I am now on a 7 day countdown till WHEN I will lose my pregnancy.
Does this seem odd, and does anyone else think this way, or has in the past???
Thanks for reading...