Hey, honey. This really is a difficult thing to digest! It's okay to have questions. Hope you're doing well. I'm really sorry to hear about your condition. It must have been a long and tough journey. I've gone through something similar. It can be really hard to deal with it. I'm glad you have decided to take a step to change your fortunes. Surrogacy is a good option to consider. I'm undergoing IVF, currently. I have high hopes from this! I hope you find a way, too. Your best option has to be visiting a fertility clinic, first. If you have any questions, feel free to ask. Just remember, it's supposed to be hard! You can make it, though! Sending my prayers and lots of love.