I simply needed to state that I COMPLETELY get it. I am so sad you are experiencing this. I recall you from a string prior to the year. I have experienced 4 IVF (3 new, one solidified), one D&C, and 2 hysteroscopies (clear) this year - also ALL of the immunologic testing - clear. My first IVF was really fruitful however I had an MMC at 10 wks. Hopped back in when my doc would let me, I figured it worked the first occasion when it will work once more. off-base. Since my unnatural birth cycle, I have had 2 bombed crisp, one fizzled solidified. 2 hysteroscopies - clear. Our analysis is likewise malefactor. My doc has additionally said he is stunned and disappointed that I am not pregnant yet and can't reveal to me what the issue is. He likewise says that "part of it is out of our control." I had been pestering him amid the fizzled cycles that possibly my covering isn't sufficiently thick as it was 11 with my BFP and 8-9 for my BFNs (he discloses to me anything over 7 is fine). It resembles wasting tons of effort. I'm sad, I have no guidance for you but to ensure you find a sense of contentment and alright with whatever choice you make. In the event that something doesn't appear to be right in your heart, at that point it isn't right. For the most part, I simply need you to realize that you are not the only one. I feel your outrage, misery, dread, and sadness. I have considered throwing in the towel, yet my heart won't let me. I am beginning my fifth round of IVF in fourteen days. I am frightened crazy of another BFN. In any case, I need to attempt. That is everything I can do. Cry, shout, holler, change docs - Do whatever you have to do to discover some snapshot of peace.