We made it to 12 weeks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am booked in for a nucal translucancy ultrasound at 13weeks 2days and am really keen to see how our baby is growing. I try not to worry myself too much about the results of the test as it is mainly for peace of mind although I don't want to become complacent. With my previous two the risk was 1/9000 and 1/10000 so I will remain positive.
We have already told everyone about the pregnacy, the first thing people ask is 'Was this planned'?. I have to answer honestly 'NO'. We have a three bedroom house, a low/middle income and we really wern't planning on having anymore children. Two suited us just fine, and I cried my eyes out when a faint line showed up on the home pregnancy test. The next question is often 'But your excited, right?' and once again honestly 'Kind of' I am finding it hard to become overjoyed about being sick and tired, breastfeeding with sore nipples. I am sure that I will love this baby just as much as I love my other two but at the moment I am still adjusting.
For now, I am waiting for this ultrasound and hoping that it will help me bond more with this little being inside of me. I look forward to feeling the amazing glow of happiness I felt as my other babies made themselves felt.
Hayley, NSW, Liam 07/02, Beth 09/04, Nate 03/06