i cant talk without slur... half my face has dropped and paralysed.. no movement at all..i am slow to talk cos i cant think of my words i ffel like a scatter brain. i cant blink,, at all,, i cant smile,, i cant eat or drink .. i spill it all down the front of me .. i have to manually open my mouth to fit small soft peices of food in... my eye is constantly patched cos it dried out from not blinking at all.. i dribble.. i have crushing head aches.. i have no taste in my tongue... i sounds is amplified and moderate noise feels like a hammer over the head.. photphibia is severe.. walking outside both my eyes water and then i cant see out my good eye... i feel genrally weak exhausted me not well..
my kids get to school by my mum who i have enever been able to rely on as she is severe alcoholic .. but she see's im practically disabled and not touched a drink in the past 2 days to drive my kids.. but i fear anyday she will drink then my kids will hvae to stay home as i cant drive and have no other family or friends to help..
hubby gets home and does the full house work..
im so depressed..
this could last weeks or months.. how will i cope with a new born in 4-5 weeks.. (had both kids early betting this one will be)
i struggle to brush ,my teeth eat drink, blink, and see.. im so scared .. i just want to no it will be better BEFORE baby comes...
i had bells palsy 2 times about 10 years ago.. and each time it lasted about 3-4 months both times..
im so scared depressed and feel so helpless...
and we can only aford haubby to take 1 week off once baby is born..