No your not silly at all......I was the same with my 2nd. I think because we start to remember the pain of delivery etc...
I am currently 2 weeks away from being due with my 3rd and I am getting very scared now. I am scared mostly because my last labour was fairly quick and very painful and there was no time for drugs, so this time, I am worried when and where I will be when it begins, will I have to wake the kids in the night, will I get time to at least consider using drugs, will I cope with the pain...etc.
So don't worry, I think as exciting as it is everyone has some degree of fear deep down regarding labour.
Also I have a 2year old still waking in the early hours every night, so I am so worried that between him and this little bubby girl I will be up and down all night long. NOT looking forward to the feeds and settling at all. Especially because Number 1 had colic, and number 2 had reflux. So I am hoping this is our dear little angel, who just knows how to feed and sleep without being taught.....fingers crossed.
Well good luck and try to enjoy these last 15 weeks,I know it has flown for me.
Mel, SA, Jayden 10/02, Harley 08/04, Zoe 09/06