DP and I have been together for 5 years, and we have a 4 yr old DD, we are both in our twenties. I have been on antidepressants for over a year now, due to anger/depression issues, it was mostly around parenting and my DD stressing me out, I feel like that is under control now, but sometimes I still feel a bit sad, and hopeless At times. I always end up taking this out on my partner, I don't know if it's just depression again, or if I am unhappy with our relationship. I tell him that I'm not happy and I want to leave, but then later I'll wonder why I said that, and I'll think I couldn't do this without him.

I guess I'm just confused, is it normal to be so unhappy at times? Its probably not so black and white, I'm just looking for some similar stories/advice..

I do love him, and he's very supportive and a fantastic dad. So I don't know why I would want to leave, but I do sometimes think about what it would be like to leave.