Sorry for the weep session.
But today i am not good.
I am depressed and sad and dont know whats left for me.
Yes i have great kids and everyone will say, think about your kids.
But why do they need a mum like me?
I am a loser and have no life and nothing to look forward to.
I cry everyday and i cant stand me.
And yes i have seen a counseller, but this does nothing.
I suck, my life sucks.
sad sad sad sad
Well I think you are great!!!
I look forward to hearing about what you are up to next. I also think that you are a wonderful mum. I have been following your progress since that post when your life had turned upside down and I have seen a very strong brave and courageous lady, and a mum who loves her children soooo much.
As mums life can be tough and when mums are in your situation it can be very lonely..... but you have us.
Maybe a holiday or a relocation will help like Skippy said.
I am here for you if you ever need to talk, I am a good listener and I know what its like to be a single mum. It is tough when you think that life is going to be a certain way and then all of a sudden you realise that it hasnt worked that way and you are alone..... but believe me when I say every time you feel lonely and feel life is s##t it is still far better than where you have come from.
I know you are a great mum and you know that you are a great mum now hold your head high and let the world know that you are a fantastic mum!
You need to make a life for your self and your children and you are the only person who can dig deep and find the drive to do it.... heres a hint thought it is found in the same place as your courage and your love for your children wink