Not long ago I met someone, he's a single dad and he has a daughter the same age as my DD. Things were going great, our kids got along well and things between the two of us was great and I felt really comfortable around him. We hit a little bump in the road with a mutual friend then things got back on track. Then a week before Christmas he texted me and said he had a lot of things on his mind and that he couldn't be with anyone. I thought I was ok with it and I gave myself time to get over it and move on but I just can't get him out of my head! I feel ok about not being with him, I was in the mindset that if I wasn't good enough for him then he's not good enough for me. It's just driving me crazy that I can't stop thinking about him.
I'm taking everything that happened with him as a positive because before him I didn't know if I could be with anyone after my ex left. I know I had put a wall up and he broke that down really quickly so I'm glad that I felt comfortable enough to let someone in.
Other than that things have been going great, the kids are good and we are moving again soon so I'm really looking forward to that. It's closer to DS school (he's in grade 1 this year!) Well thanks for reading laugh I feel so much better being able to get that out as I don't really have someone that I can talk to about him. Hope everyone else is good smile