It's a bit like that isn't it. I'm a bit the same which suprises me. His death has affected me so much more than i would have ever thought. I was the same - was never a huge fan as i have never seen one of his shows but i really respected him and what he did, and his passion and dedication. But i agree, it does feel like i knew him which is strange. Everytime i see a tribute to him on t.v, on the news, in the newspapers, on the internet, in a magazine it makes me cry. Why i don't know, it is just so sad. I think what is so sad about it is his family. He adored his family so much and the realtionship he had with his daughter was so beautiful. I think maybe because it came as such a shock and he was such a fearless man who has probably had countless dangerous experiences, it's just so sad.