My DP let me sleep in this morning. But when i got out of bed i had to cook and wash up. Which is fine. DP said happy mothers day to me.
My bubbys daycare sent home a card that DS had painted and they put together and has a little poem in it. Very sweet.
Its just mothers day is meant to be special. I didnt expect to get a present as we cant afford much, but DP could have at least made a card or something.
So i got really upset, i dont know why. Proberbly because DP never does anything romantic or to make me feel special.
Whereas his ex always used to get presents etc.
So now he has gone 'to the office'. In other words he is going to try and make up for it. But i didnt want that. I wanted him to think about me before, not just after i got upset.
This is my first mothers day. Last year i was pregnant and he said it doesnt count because your not a mother yet. The little boy kicking around inside of me thought so.
The thing is i would make fathers day special for him, why cant he do the same for me.
I just want to feel special and loved.
All i feel now is like crying.